TIS NEEDS AMBITIONS

I know that I want to do something but I don't know what that something is.  I know I want to be successful in a sense that I have a stable job in the future, providing myself with a stable income, allowing me to eat what I want and spend on the little luxuries of life, nothing too extravagant to say the least.  The real problem is I don't exactly know what that missing factor is.  What can I do that will lead me to this "something"?

I have passion but nothing to be passionate about.  I feel like I have a lot of energy in me that I need to put into something.  I want to find out what really interests me and put my sweat and tears in it.  I want to feel something that people feel for things they do.  Like how some people are passionate about making their community a better place, where the spend countless hours striving to better their community, I want to spend countless hours and feel like it still wasn't enough.

This is a bit random but I just wish I was more ambitious or even have an ambition at all.  I shouldn't be wishing because that's for people who can't do anything so I guess starting now, I'm going to look for my ambitions.  Tell you when I think I found one but there are tons masking themselves as my future ambitions but will just be little passingbys that catch my eye for a while.

Tis Tired

Tis tired but tis can't sleep.  Sorry Mr.Blogspot but I've been secretly seeing Mr.Tumblr!  It's less work  because all you have to do is look at pics you like and reblog!  Sorry for being so unoriginal but FUCK IT I DO WHAT I WANT.  Pinkberry is tiring!  Who knew smiling so much can cause my face to cramp!!  Need to work out my face muscles, maybe make my cheeks lift some 1 lb weights?  School is gooot even though I don't feel like I'm working as hard as I should but fool like i said, FUCK IT I DO WHAT I WANT.  Waiting for school to be OVER so i can really FUCK IT AND DO WHAT I WANT!

Tis wants to RUN

Tis been a Year

Tis been a year since this picture has been taken.  A lot has changed.  My hair color is different and my bangs don't sway as perfect anymore.  It feels like I should've written at the beginning of the new year but i guess it took me a while to take it in.  New semester, new goals and ambitions, and new problems.  I've learnt plenty about my awesome self and my not so awesome self.  I'm thankful and blessed to be surrounded by the people who are my friends.  They truly are wonderful people (why else would I play with them, I only want the BEST) and I would not trade them for a kitkat bar because I am not a big fan of chocolate.  So thankyou and let's keep helping each other mature and improve ourselves.  Let's play everyday cause I can never get enough!  You guys can rub my butt or tap my tit whenever!
Also to all my buddies reading this, your annual friend fee is due.. $1.25 (sorry it's been raised from $1, it's just that the cost of living has gone up)
ALRIGHTY LET'S DO THIS! LET'S GET HEALTHY, GET EDUCATED, SUCCEED BITCHES!!