I know that I want to do something but I don't know what that something is. I know I want to be successful in a sense that I have a stable job in the future, providing myself with a stable income, allowing me to eat what I want and spend on the little luxuries of life, nothing too extravagant to say the least. The real problem is I don't exactly know what that missing factor is. What can I do that will lead me to this "something"?
I have passion but nothing to be passionate about. I feel like I have a lot of energy in me that I need to put into something. I want to find out what really interests me and put my sweat and tears in it. I want to feel something that people feel for things they do. Like how some people are passionate about making their community a better place, where the spend countless hours striving to better their community, I want to spend countless hours and feel like it still wasn't enough.
This is a bit random but I just wish I was more ambitious or even have an ambition at all. I shouldn't be wishing because that's for people who can't do anything so I guess starting now, I'm going to look for my ambitions. Tell you when I think I found one but there are tons masking themselves as my future ambitions but will just be little passingbys that catch my eye for a while.
