TIS NEEDS AMBITIONS

I know that I want to do something but I don't know what that something is.  I know I want to be successful in a sense that I have a stable job in the future, providing myself with a stable income, allowing me to eat what I want and spend on the little luxuries of life, nothing too extravagant to say the least.  The real problem is I don't exactly know what that missing factor is.  What can I do that will lead me to this "something"?

I have passion but nothing to be passionate about.  I feel like I have a lot of energy in me that I need to put into something.  I want to find out what really interests me and put my sweat and tears in it.  I want to feel something that people feel for things they do.  Like how some people are passionate about making their community a better place, where the spend countless hours striving to better their community, I want to spend countless hours and feel like it still wasn't enough.

This is a bit random but I just wish I was more ambitious or even have an ambition at all.  I shouldn't be wishing because that's for people who can't do anything so I guess starting now, I'm going to look for my ambitions.  Tell you when I think I found one but there are tons masking themselves as my future ambitions but will just be little passingbys that catch my eye for a while.

Tis Tired

Tis tired but tis can't sleep.  Sorry Mr.Blogspot but I've been secretly seeing Mr.Tumblr!  It's less work  because all you have to do is look at pics you like and reblog!  Sorry for being so unoriginal but FUCK IT I DO WHAT I WANT.  Pinkberry is tiring!  Who knew smiling so much can cause my face to cramp!!  Need to work out my face muscles, maybe make my cheeks lift some 1 lb weights?  School is gooot even though I don't feel like I'm working as hard as I should but fool like i said, FUCK IT I DO WHAT I WANT.  Waiting for school to be OVER so i can really FUCK IT AND DO WHAT I WANT!

Tis wants to RUN

Tis been a Year

Tis been a year since this picture has been taken.  A lot has changed.  My hair color is different and my bangs don't sway as perfect anymore.  It feels like I should've written at the beginning of the new year but i guess it took me a while to take it in.  New semester, new goals and ambitions, and new problems.  I've learnt plenty about my awesome self and my not so awesome self.  I'm thankful and blessed to be surrounded by the people who are my friends.  They truly are wonderful people (why else would I play with them, I only want the BEST) and I would not trade them for a kitkat bar because I am not a big fan of chocolate.  So thankyou and let's keep helping each other mature and improve ourselves.  Let's play everyday cause I can never get enough!  You guys can rub my butt or tap my tit whenever!
Also to all my buddies reading this, your annual friend fee is due.. $1.25 (sorry it's been raised from $1, it's just that the cost of living has gone up)
ALRIGHTY LET'S DO THIS! LET'S GET HEALTHY, GET EDUCATED, SUCCEED BITCHES!!

Tis an AWESOME DAY

Today BigShit punched me in the face because I told her she smelled nice.  I think she hates compliments because after she punched me, I told her that her hands were soft and then she spat in my eye.  She must hate me.  But a friend is a friend and I can't afford to lose one more or I'd only have like 5 left.  So I just blinked her spit away.  I should've known better and worn protective gear after our last incident... when I helped tie her neon blue shoelaces but I didn't tie them the way she liked and she bit a chunk of my neck off, that's why it's so short now.
True story... okay maybe a little bit of that was fabricated... her shoelaces weren't neon blue, they were black, I saw them so clearly when she kicked me in my groin.

Tis a Saturday

Tis a Saturday and I started it off by hitting the gym.  That's twice in a row, I'm about to get back on that healthy life game.  After the gym, I took a shower because I'm on that clean human game as well.  Blasting music and tit slanging in the showahhhhh!
After getting clean as a mountain bean, I got a call from BIGSHIT and we hit the SOHO.  I went looking for some CARDI BACARDIS (cardigans) because I like wearing clothes.  Is that weird that I like wearing things that cover my skin so I don't get cold?  I know the normal thing is to run around naked but I don't like following trends.  Is it also weird showering daily instead of saving water and showering annually?  I must be some new kind of human.
The highlight of my day, though, was bumping into a huge CELEBRITY, her name is YMAGNEZ.  It's weird though because no one else recognized her so it's like I didn't have to fight a bunch of apes&bitches to say Hi.  WE EVEN TOUCHED!!  best hour of the day by FAR!
I also played with a Chunky today.  We gorged ourselves with foood so all that gymming went to waste but do not fret because I shall voyage over there again tomollo.

TIS A STUDENT

So tis been feeling like a real student this semester.  I've been on my school grind and it's paying off!  whoopdeedoo.  I've done pretty well on the midterms I've taken and I've scored in the 90s!  It feels much better than receiving below a 65, I remember I used to be so happy getting a passing grade which is usually a 65.  Now it's like euphoric, getting a 90&above is like getting HIGH except it takes much more time getting that grade and no munchies afterwards.
I'm liking this feeling though so I think I might start doing it more.  OMG I think tis getting hooked!  This can be bad, what if i overdose?  I think I'm going to get my fix this Thursday, can't wait any longer.